Another Sunday in town.
We had our late lunch/early dinner at Far East.
I want to shop.
Then to the Flea Market at Mount Sophia.
I went there too yesterday and I had to climb the very high staircase.
I almost drop dead during the 1st climb cause I didn't expect it to be that high.
Lesson Learnt : Learn to trust rumours sometimes.


I swear I can shed some weight going up the stairs everyday.
Then Istana Park for some chilling out time.
:D
I went home by 9pm. Early. I know.
I like my blog, because there's my picture plastered on it. VERY BIG! ehehe!


Things are a little screwed up but its getting a little bit better than yesterday.
I think its the hormones that killing my self-esteem. The curse of the female gender, urgh.
I hate it, I hate it with every single fibre in my being.
Whenever my self-esteem runs horribly low, I can't even look at myself in the mirror.
I'll do anything to kill that damned reflection. I won't be myself, desperately wanting to be somebody's else. I try so hard to be someone's else, someone so much better off than me. I seek refuge in just stoning, dreaming of the other world that seems so perfect, surreal. I know this isn't healthy, to be acting out in a perfect happy place but that's the only escape, at least for the moment. so in times like these, I'm glad someone would be on the phone with me till 5 am accompanying me and just cheering me up. I've missed you. I might not be the main attention now but please, think of me sometimes okay.

(: Thanks alot.

I know my nails are very pretty. My favourite body part. hahah!

$5 manicureeeeeeee.

I annoyed her like crazy. Its a good thing that China workers are patient! haha!

the kau-nak-ape-setan look.

I'm in a difficult situation now.
but I can't bring myself to hate myself anymore.
& I'm starting to stone again.
That is another bad news.
but I think I'll have a good time later with Sisqa and Ira.
Happy Birthday Cheeky Partner!
ILOVEYOU!

I can't believe Micheal Jackson passed on.
He's probably one of those musicians I admired and I loved his songs, even my dad was a fan.
He was a legend and I think everyone is somewhat sad that he's gone, forever.
But still, May you rest in peace and I'm glad that your music doesn't perish along with you.
I'm sure everyone listening to MJ's today.

& I hate hospitals. Annoying fucks.

I'm sitting around now.
Can I change my point of view?
I don't like to wait on you or anyone for that matter.
I feel so lonely now, on a Friday Night!
Ferd bailed out on our Transformers movie.
How could he?!!!
but its okay, I'm still meeting him tomorrow.
and now, let me please enjoy another sleepless night of movie.